We'll Fall Harder...

Gone astray, it seems we lost our way
Come to learn the price we pay
Bought it all to fill the empty space
How did it get this far?

[Chorus]
Lost track what we're looking for
Got everything but we still want more
When we've been drifting too far
The harder we fall
Going blind staring at the sun
We feel on top as we come undone
When we keep wanting it all
The harder we fall
(The harder we fall)

Wide awake but still I'm feeling numb (feeling numb)
I can't believe what we've become
For all that's real I know we can't go on
How did it get this far

[Chorus]

And through it all, the fact remains the same
We choose to fall 'cause we don't wanna change
The higher we climb, the harder we fall

Gone astray, it seems we lost our way

[Chorus]

The harder we fall...

The Harder We Fall by Ana Johnsson

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Love.. Love.. Love!!!

I was just watching Vampire Diaries episode 7 & I LOOOVE!!! Sweet berabis wah c Damon ah!! Of course, this episode makes me eager for the next one.. tpi banar, Damon's really sweet!! Jatuh cinta ku eh! *squeals* hahaha OBSESS!

Aaand, aku suka berabis whenever Damon's around Elena &... *sighs* SWEET!!

*i heart you~* xD
(VD's screenshot from Ian Online Gallery)

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ps: awu, obsess subuh2! -_-"

Breaking Through Time~

Another time, another place
A chance to start all over
I've had my share, I've paid my dues
I'm slowly moving forward
I've had to learn how to forget
But I'm still living with my regrets

[Chorus]
If I could break through time
I'd wipe it out, I'd come out clean
Re-do it all like it should have been
I'd live out loud and chase my dreams
You'd follow me if I could break through time

I've failed to see, there's good in me
If only I'd know better
But in my mind I've learned to fly
High above these walls

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
No there's no making up for wasted time
Here's for all the loved ones I let down
All I want is to leave the past behind
Make the future mine

[Chorus]

If I could break through time
Make the future mine

Break Through Time by Ana Johnsson

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I've Had It Up to Here...

Milk it for all it's worth
Make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye
The rotten core inside
We are all prisoners
Things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near

[Chorus]
You had to have it all
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard
You will get what you deserve
When all is said and done
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become

Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind

[Chorus]

Hold me down (I will live again)
Hold me down (I will break it in)
Hold me down (better in the end)
Hold me down

[Chorus]

Had Enough by Breaking Benjamin

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Love Sucks!

A new TV series... (not quite new but at the moment, they already have 5 episodes..so yeah, can be considered as new.. :P ) ... has caught my attention & they're AWESOOME!!
Of course, it actually depends on what you think of the TV series the moment you watched it for the very first time... xD


I loooove Damon!! Of course, Stefan is handsome too... but let me like someone who's hot & dangerous for once in my lifetime.. (haha right~) Anyways, Damon's on the left & Stefan on the right. The middle one? That's Elena...

Okay, seriously I went through a LOT of troubles trying to watch this TV series. First, through the use of torrent. I'd managed to downloaded it TWICE & in the end, it could not be played!! Grrr!! :@ I have no idea why!! Then, I asked from my friend to transfer it to my pendrive... AND it could not be played also! Gila, bukan nda mental ku atu! In the end, a very last (& so.. so.. desperate) move, I decided to watch it through online. A couple of websites offered this && when I got my hopes VERY high, it stopped in a few minutes & even, for only a few seconds! O_o I was like, WTH??? Then, after countless no. of 'trials', FINALLY!! Succeed!! xD Now, please welcome my new obsession~~ hahaha

Oh, I loove all the episodes! *sighs* (haha tukar tia moodku~) Anyways, not gonna spoil you further. Interested? watch it online... or... wait for the DVD! :)

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ps: 'Love Sucks' on the title? That's actually Vampire Diaries' quote (?!) in some of their promotional posters. I do want to upload it here... but some of them are just soo damn sexy! lol xP

Easier Said than Done~

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

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It Will Never Go Away...

Here we are, seven days
And seven nights of empty tries
It's ritual, habitual
But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay in all this pain
And nothing's gonna make it go away

[Chorus]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end
And this goodbye for you is permanent
So wish me well and try to forget

And all the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And it's finally come to this

[Chorus]

We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb
It's done, it's done
It's done

[Chorus]
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
I know, 'cause I know

Something That I Already Know by Backstreet Boys

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Selamat Hari Raya~~

taken from javairc.wordpress.com

Yes, a very late greeting.. :$ I just didn't have the time to update my blog & soo, forgive me for that.. hee..

Anyways, let me blog up what's been happening in my life since Raya starts;

21st Sept: 1st Raya & man!! It was HECTIC!! Not to mention, seriously BUSY! Imagine, from 12.45pm till 5.45pm, the people just kept on coming to our house! =S dulu, bisai g.. salnya although sampai malam, dpt g rehat in between.. tpi ani! ya Allah!! 3 kumpulan (about +/- 10 ppl) dtg, pastu durg blik, dtg g another 3 kumpulan.. kepisaaan! haha but it was fun though.. & andangnya jua bah raya pertama cani kejadiannya... so tahan sja tia~ :)

22nd Sept: 2nd Raya to Seria~ usually we go to Belait but this year, my 'grandparents' have moved to Seria so sanalah singgannya.. Alhamdullilah, masih g meriah.. hehe & when we got home dlm kul 6pm, mcm... awal~ haha it's good though salnya isuknya bah urg kaja..

23rd Sept: done absolutely nothing!

24th Sept: Ladies Day/Night Out! xD last minute plan & so, went to Raya to couple houses with Amal. Az & Buzz nda join salnya durg kaja. But another VERY last minute plan, i texted both of them & told them that we wanted to go raya-ing at their houses.... before that, me & Amal went karaoke-ing... 29 songs! HAHAHA gileeer~ but it was really fun!! Abis eh kmi antam lagu BSB, LP & SP. hehehe x) then, went to Az's house pastu... went to Buzz's house... with Az's driving~ biasak lerr~~ urg ada keta baru... xP So, in the end, reached home before 11pm.. mcm last year jua tuu.. hehehe

25th Sept: last (again!) minute plan to get my hair treatment..with Amal. Done around 12.45pm & after we had lunch... we karaoke-d.. AGAIN!! siiiiokk!! hahaha mcm nda puas ati bnrnya.. O_o then, my mum texted me bout my bro's in-laws kan dtg raya d kg. At first, I didn't want to go tpi kana pajal.. so.... my plan with the ladies~ that night had to be cancelled.. -_-" but i was then glad to come cos I met my grandma from my mum's side.. *sighs* loove her!!

26th Sept: went to mall with the sis & yes, karaoke ku lagi!! hahaha pisannn wah! & guess what, ada lagu Numb!!! sukaaa ku!! & heran juaku napa LP nada rah list 'kumpulan' dlm jukebox atu.. :| but it was fun to sing it!! xD & for the last song, I sang.. In The End!!! x) love it! love it! love it! insyaAllah gonna go karaoke-ing again with Amal next week.. :)

That's it, for now! Gonna post up a VERY meaningful lyrics right after this... ;)

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ps: BSB mode in progress~~ xP