What's Happening...??

Yes, I know... I know...!! Its been toooo loong since my last update but, I just have no idea what to update.. -_-" ani pun, random updates~~

Random #1 - Congratulations to my daddy for his promotion!! :) We're all totally proud of you & there's no doubt in my mind that you're my role model...hands down! ;)

Random #2 - Went to Miri last Sunday &...it was okay! hehe Az was with me *part of the family kali sudah ah~~ hahaha*.. anyways, I only managed to buy BSB's new album "This Is Us" & guess what?? I went to mall yesterday with Baz AND can you even believe that the BSB's cd is about B$36?? Bukan lagi deluxe edition tuu! O_o sedangkn yg ku bli d Miri tu, it's a deluxe edition & it was only RM44.90.. O_o mcm, menyumpah jua ku selajur tu.. haiyaaaa!

Random #3 - hung out with my beshy Baz yesterday & aku gian karaoke!! hahaha udah tah at 1st tu, 10 lagu, tambah g 5 lagu.. *geleng2 pala* insaaaaane!! hahaha tapi sukaaa bnrku nyanyi LP's New Divide.. opening & closing song tuu... xP We even caught up with our 'gossips' & we were gossiping about what happened on Friday.. hehehe

Random #4 - watched Bulan Baru (New Moon) on Friday night with my sis, Baz & her bro, Zawir and Zudin.. Then, Az only came when the movie main sejam dah.. ciannn!! =S and, in the same time, aku offered my uncle's student aka my new gossip partner (HAHAHA) & his besfren the two seats yg masih available. Overall, the movie was okay. Ada jua kalat2 mata lah.. *geleng2 pala* haha yatah kan.. sapa suruh baca bukunya dlu... :P tpi.. *sighs* i'm in loove with Alec!! cuuute!! (awu, bila jua msanya nda 'terpikat' kn pelakon ani~~)


Random #5 - I loooove Gossip Girl! hahaha udahnya Vampire Diaries ilang until January, dtg tia obsession baru.. -_-" & yes, I love Chace Crawford! HAHA (can someone slap me??) I've also tried to buy the DVD box set tpi... maybe since i know I'm off to UK next wk, yatah ada rasa control diri dri membali apa2 yg nda patut... xD (yes, proud of me self!!)

Random #6 - oh YES!! off to UK next week!! with my mum & Az... x) mudahan sja segala2nya berjalan dgn lancar.. hehehe


Random #7 - I officially have... 9 (and a half) books to read... =S pisannnn!! ..but the one that I really want to read is the Pride & Prejudice yg my aunt blikan d UK & still d UK msani.. hahaha nerd kah cani ani? xP

Random #8 - I have a crush on someone!!!!

Random #9 - oh, exams! I'll kill you!!!!!

Random #10 - KK trip in Jan.. xD awuu, somehow heranku kmi byk belayar in just few months time.. but, it is fun! hehe

Random #11 - I'm addicted to FB games!! Thanks to my new gossip partner, my bro & my sis in law & also, Az.. hahaha durg yg nda pandai abis2 ngantar requests rah ku.. -_- thankfully jua i only started when I finished my exams.. xD

Random #12 - ergh! my project... I feel like I wanna kill it too!! somehow I have a feeling to hold it off till January since I'm off to UK nxt wk & even if I start my project, mcm... alang2 bnr~

Okay, that's it...for now~

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I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
-Fading Like A Flower by Roxette-

We'll Fall Harder...

Gone astray, it seems we lost our way
Come to learn the price we pay
Bought it all to fill the empty space
How did it get this far?

[Chorus]
Lost track what we're looking for
Got everything but we still want more
When we've been drifting too far
The harder we fall
Going blind staring at the sun
We feel on top as we come undone
When we keep wanting it all
The harder we fall
(The harder we fall)

Wide awake but still I'm feeling numb (feeling numb)
I can't believe what we've become
For all that's real I know we can't go on
How did it get this far

[Chorus]

And through it all, the fact remains the same
We choose to fall 'cause we don't wanna change
The higher we climb, the harder we fall

Gone astray, it seems we lost our way

[Chorus]

The harder we fall...

The Harder We Fall by Ana Johnsson

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Love.. Love.. Love!!!

I was just watching Vampire Diaries episode 7 & I LOOOVE!!! Sweet berabis wah c Damon ah!! Of course, this episode makes me eager for the next one.. tpi banar, Damon's really sweet!! Jatuh cinta ku eh! *squeals* hahaha OBSESS!

Aaand, aku suka berabis whenever Damon's around Elena &... *sighs* SWEET!!

*i heart you~* xD
(VD's screenshot from Ian Online Gallery)

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ps: awu, obsess subuh2! -_-"

Breaking Through Time~

Another time, another place
A chance to start all over
I've had my share, I've paid my dues
I'm slowly moving forward
I've had to learn how to forget
But I'm still living with my regrets

[Chorus]
If I could break through time
I'd wipe it out, I'd come out clean
Re-do it all like it should have been
I'd live out loud and chase my dreams
You'd follow me if I could break through time

I've failed to see, there's good in me
If only I'd know better
But in my mind I've learned to fly
High above these walls

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
No there's no making up for wasted time
Here's for all the loved ones I let down
All I want is to leave the past behind
Make the future mine

[Chorus]

If I could break through time
Make the future mine

Break Through Time by Ana Johnsson

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I've Had It Up to Here...

Milk it for all it's worth
Make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye
The rotten core inside
We are all prisoners
Things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near

[Chorus]
You had to have it all
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard
You will get what you deserve
When all is said and done
I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become

Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind
You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind

[Chorus]

Hold me down (I will live again)
Hold me down (I will break it in)
Hold me down (better in the end)
Hold me down

[Chorus]

Had Enough by Breaking Benjamin

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Love Sucks!

A new TV series... (not quite new but at the moment, they already have 5 episodes..so yeah, can be considered as new.. :P ) ... has caught my attention & they're AWESOOME!!
Of course, it actually depends on what you think of the TV series the moment you watched it for the very first time... xD


I loooove Damon!! Of course, Stefan is handsome too... but let me like someone who's hot & dangerous for once in my lifetime.. (haha right~) Anyways, Damon's on the left & Stefan on the right. The middle one? That's Elena...

Okay, seriously I went through a LOT of troubles trying to watch this TV series. First, through the use of torrent. I'd managed to downloaded it TWICE & in the end, it could not be played!! Grrr!! :@ I have no idea why!! Then, I asked from my friend to transfer it to my pendrive... AND it could not be played also! Gila, bukan nda mental ku atu! In the end, a very last (& so.. so.. desperate) move, I decided to watch it through online. A couple of websites offered this && when I got my hopes VERY high, it stopped in a few minutes & even, for only a few seconds! O_o I was like, WTH??? Then, after countless no. of 'trials', FINALLY!! Succeed!! xD Now, please welcome my new obsession~~ hahaha

Oh, I loove all the episodes! *sighs* (haha tukar tia moodku~) Anyways, not gonna spoil you further. Interested? watch it online... or... wait for the DVD! :)

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ps: 'Love Sucks' on the title? That's actually Vampire Diaries' quote (?!) in some of their promotional posters. I do want to upload it here... but some of them are just soo damn sexy! lol xP

Easier Said than Done~

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

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It Will Never Go Away...

Here we are, seven days
And seven nights of empty tries
It's ritual, habitual
But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay in all this pain
And nothing's gonna make it go away

[Chorus]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end
And this goodbye for you is permanent
So wish me well and try to forget

And all the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And it's finally come to this

[Chorus]

We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb
It's done, it's done
It's done

[Chorus]
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
I know, 'cause I know

Something That I Already Know by Backstreet Boys

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